Hold On Tight

Control. It's a funny thing... it parades itself as a real thing. Telling you that you can change situations, change your destiny, fix people, etc. It's all an illusion. The harder I hold on, the less God can move in the situation. (At least that's what I've been learning.)

My relationship with control must have started young. I have a feeling it was closely tied to my relationship with fear. Someone recently described fear as a friend. Although I didn't want to hear those words, in my heart I knew them to be true. They went on to say that you don't fight your friends, you fight your enemies. The problem is... fear and control don't seem like enemies. They are the way that I have held my little world together for so long.... Or have I?

Entropy is described as the "lack of order or predictability, gradual decline into disorder." The first time I encountered this term was in reference to the constant expanding state of the universe. If it's true that our universe is constantly expanding, and has been from the moment God spoke it into existence, was there ever really control? And furthermore, did WE ever have any control?

Working theory: Nothing in this sin-soaked world has ever truly been in order. So why do we try so hard to grasp a hold of things? I think on some level, we know that this world is spinning out of control. We sense it in our families, our churches, our relationships... I could go on endlessly. We try desperately to grasp a hold of things that will bring order. But does they ever really??? "Oh, I'll just buy a new calendar, that will help me get organized.", "If I tell him this, he will stay.", "If our church follows this formula, we will reach the lost with the gospel."

And standing on the fringes of our failed attempts at control, is God. The omniscient One. The omnipotent One. The omnipresent One. The One who is everywhere, knows everything, and is all powerful. Why do we doubt Him so?

28. Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
The everlasting God, the Lord,
The Creator of the ends of the earth,
Neither faints nor is weary.
His understanding is unsearchable.
29. He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might, He increases strength.
30. Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
And the young men shall utterly fall,
31. But those who wait on the Lord,
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

I will leave you with one word: Surrender. This world is slowly moving to entropy, BUT GOD.... What if all we really need is the all powerful God who is already on our side? What if we just gave ourselves and our situations and our hurdles over to Him? What if we just SURRENDERED?

* Isa. 40: 21-31